I seem to be on a depressive high …. i’m feeling extremely happy which is really scary because i’m scared of the crash i’ll have on the come down. I shouldn’t be complaining about being so happy i suppose and should really be enjoying the feeling.
Life at the moment is really good.
We’re just waiting for a break in this very cold spell so we can get out into the garden. Hubbs and i plan to move the raised beds around that will eventually give us more planting space. I’ve made a start on a few seedlings, the leeks are doing brilliantly and after some research (via twitter friends) i know what to do next with them.
I’m keeping my fingers crossed but the forecast for the weekend is good and i’m hoping we’ll be able to spend sometime on the veggie plot 🙂 My sister and her family are coming to spend some time planting some seeds for their newly acquired allotment. (just so jealous 🙂 )
To try and heed off the mega mood crash i plan to keep busy…. gardening… sowing more seeds … dog walking ( Tinks been in season so we’ve been housebound but that’s over by the weekend) …. take some photos of everything we do in the garden and catch up on my group prompts…. lol might even fit in some house work 🙂
It all started on friday when i turned the very young age of 47, an age when i think i need to start living and ”just do it”. I’m never normally bothered by another birthday but this one has got to me a bit.
The actual day was brilliant i was totally spoilt by my hubbs who just kept making me smile all day.
Then on saturday my eldest got to meet his 2 half sisters and their children after weeks of reconnecting with his dad. My youngest was a little more nervous after not spending any time with his dad for nearly 5yrs eventually plucked up the courage to spend the last hour of their visit with them and i’ve heard he smiled 🙂
I’ve spent quite a few hours sat on my own, the ‘girls’ (my dogs) have been waking early for a visit to the garden, so whilst sat in the quiet i’ve had time to think …. very dangerous on occasions 🙂
Its time i sorted me and mine out we’ve plodded along for so long and its time to get out of the rut and start living. Theres so much i want to do that i’d like to achieve but i’d also like to encourage each member of my little family to start achieving too.
So with the new growing season about to start i think its time we all grew and started living 🙂